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Gosh.. today is the..erm.. day of personality tests? i did almost the whole quizilla.com. But i am cant be bothered to put everything here. Hehe. Real cool...some of the tests were very very very so damn damn damn damn true.. ... and the best thing is u get to know other people's results as well...hehe. Now that i am at home 24 hours for god sake! I keep going online.. hehe. Just download msg plus.. one gd thing is that it save convers for me. =) kewl thing... Another thing. I WANT TO GO OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!!!!!!! Daddy told me to ren3 for some more days... and what does the 'somemore days' means may i ask?????????? RrrrRrRRRR... dunno whether yasi will be delivering the things today or not... haiz..
 You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a sense for the different and challenging, Walt Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick to write something that the rest of the world doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate yourself from the average joe. An author with a true sense of self, you have confidence in your abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO YOU! Hee.. tt sounds gd to me... don't know whether it is really true... hmmm.. What's YOUR Writing Style? brought to you by Quizilla You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly happy with almost everything you do and would never change your life. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Just watched a tv show. I realised that life is always so unpredictable. Now i might still be here crapping, but tomorrow i might be in the hospital infected with sars. Touch wood! I am not cursing myself of course...hehe.. but just thinking about what will happen tomorrow. But then again, (I watched another tv show :p) it is most important to be happy TODAY. Who cares so much about tomorrow? Hmmm..i am getting a bit contridicting here yar? But nvm... this is something for u to think about anyway... hehe haha. Lets stop getting so philisophical (did i spell tt rite? nvm..) and talk more about myself instead :) hehe.. nothing much really happened today... Just that i received an unusual amount of sms today... hehe.. 'She is nice, humorous, prim and proper' sounds like who ar? hehe. I did quite a lot of house cleaning today.. tidied up my cupboard.. tidied up my another cupboard, and tidied up my another another cupboard...hehe.
OK! I am grounded! I am forbidden to go anywhere... not even to the hawker.. URGH! stupid SARS... so now i have time for... songs? hehe.. I figured that song writing is very fun...hehe. I am up to no gd yar? Hehe.. I am having a conver with liane. She says: Can't pple be more open minded......less protective.....u noe death is the escape from all the suffering and torment in this earth. If it is time for me to go...let be it...if it is not....nothing would make me leave. In the year 2000....and beyond...is the starting of the end of the world....nothing nice happens. 911, slim 10, cloning, this buggie thingy (sars), Iraq war... She says again: haha i feel like being a SARS virus, how nice is it...too float in the air, u have lots of friends (the other millions of SARS virus)....yet tons of enemies(us!)....
The this going to be the worst time of the semester: Outcoming of the progress report..ARGH! I HATE MY REPORT! It is full of things like 'she is expected of better results', and for chinese, it's gonna be 'ti2 gao1 xie3 zhuo4 shui3 ping2'. How am i going to show my parents? They gonna nag at me for the next 4 weeks. WHO AM I LIVING FOR? Actually i rather the school have a mid yr exam rather than so many many many many tests - and - WHY ALL the assignments done have to be included in our overall result? stress is when you wake up screaming only to realize that you haven't been sleeping. and this is exactly wad i am feeling right now. I am going insane... call the ambulance! My stomach is full of snakes squiggling inside! and butterflies flying around too! I want to die but there won't be a coffin for me liane concluded that all the coffin makers have decided to heed the government's advice to stay at home to avoid SARS, and i am never going to die in the open space for the dogs to chew up my bones.... so... i decided that i shall be nice for the people who are concern about me haha.. if there's any :P and not die just yet! Since i am not going to die, I shall enjoy life! Hmm... I have a sudden urge of licking some ice-cream.. Wonder if i can just grab some in my freezer? hmm... no. wait. I better leave all the scooping of ice cream to my father. haha. Because i just spoilt a metal spoon not long time ago by bending it so badly that it can't be used anymore, while trying to scoop out some ice cream in the bottle... hehe. So i guess i shall be nice and save metal :P
Hehe.. i getting very nice and naughty (does tt make sense?) today.. Some teachers are actually very nice and cute to talk to, considering the fact that she didn't teach us before...*I can't stop laughing! Having stomach cramps...Ouch* How come i always have this feeling that I am surrounded by abnormal people?? hahaha.. :P oops.. did I offend anyone? Hehe..anyway, I am definitely not gonna blog it HERE... or I will just breakdown and die when i got to school on the.. April 8?? Actually i realise the camp is really a good chance to know the teachers.. u realise who are the teachers who would scream and yell and shine torchlights in your face to check whether u are asleep or not, and who are those who would console and calm u down when the whole class is breaking down.. and those teachers who just kept quiet. Not that they nv cared, but at least they nv yell for no reason right?? While some people are out there making me SHOCK and having a -cant-stop-laughing problem, some other people are out there are like.. ARGH! *Fuming* I wanted to tell her tt i am angry but i can't... You know who u are and YOU did something to me.. You can't deny it.. I can tell you right now that i can't stand sarcarism. If u think that u can lose some friends beacuse u have other gd friends somewhere, you are so wrong. Don't say things that u weren't supposed to say, AND PLS cherish your friends. I say that once again: There is o such thing as regret. Don't regret when the day comes when u have no friends at all...
Ok.. These two days went by FINE...not really fine, but still fine.. except of course.. the SAR epidemic..I don't know whether i should be sad or happy? God is DEFINITELY helping the OM grp..hehe.. if there isn't this holiday.. we will just die DIE on the april 5th... so now we can live.LIVE! yay! okok.. enough of all the hyper.. calm down dear... I just had a weird conver... we were wondering who are the teachers we would cry for. I know it is kinda lame, but THINK AGAIN... pple.. Thinking about such things.. are... ok.. nothing better to do, BUT, somehow meaningful. I realise how some teachers are so important tt i cant bear her to leave, while some.. AHEM.. excuse me..
Just finish chatting with Liane and Kylie.. the two super lamos..and they wanted to feed me with rice! I realise i have am online for too long!!! To liane: cheer up, if u are already cheered up (hey, u should be after our conver :P), then cheer up more.. hehe.. Hey.. i shouldnt be so nice to them anyway... coz they bullied me most of the time online...sobz...sob... but they are considerably nice during om meetings.. so r they a bunch of weirdos?? hahaha..can't blame them.. coz I am going insane too!! Someone quick send me to the hospital!!! Argh! I am so dead. I havent start packing my science file, my lit file, my english file, havent done my darn poem, and my cross hatching, AND I AM STILL HERE HAPPILY BLOGGING AWAY!!!
Watching news now.. Iraq war.. feel so sad.. Will there ever be world peace? Or will that thought just forver remain as many people's thoughts? I hate to see people there suffering...esp from war. How many innocent lives are killed because of war? And how many more innocent lives need to be sacrificed? Ok. U many think I am naive, but i really really don't wish World War 3 to start.. ok! The Iraq war doesnt affect us.. but what if history repeats itself and war brokes out in S'pore RIGHT HERE? I will have to part with my love ones, my friends, my familes... and this parting might mean that we might nv see each other again... Oh my... Andrew Matthews wrote this: As I write this, my seventeen yr old niece, Anna-Louise, is fighting for her life in hospital. Three weeks ago she recieved head injuries in a car accident. She has been in a coma ever since. All Anna's beautiful blond hair ha been shaved off and she is surrounded by machines, tubes and wires which feed her, keep her breathing, monitor her pulse, blood pressure, temperature, inter-cranial pressure... Perched on the machinery in her intensive care cubicle are about a dozen teddy bears sent by her friends. The family have given them names like "Sam" after the head neurosurgeon - and "Lisa"-our favourite nurse. Stuck to the wall and the window are a hundred "Get well" cards from her friends. They say things like, "Anna we love u", "Anna you always make us smile", "Anna, you are beautiful". Isn't it strange how we wait for disasters to tell people how much they mean to us. If Anna had not had the accident, how many of us would have told her? Why do we have to wait? Guess wad? He is right. SO RIGHT. Of course, nobody ever goes up and tell people, 'Hi, I love u always'. But, yes.Ms Tan is right. There IS a difference between zhi1 dao4 and xin1 li3 zhi1 dao4. Telling them isn't gd enough. U got to SHOW it. Tell your loved ones that u care for them through your actions now. Don't wait until u lose them then u regret. There is no such thing in the world as 'regret'.
Just came back from school..feeling so dead.. thanks to my cca instructor. She keep saying that our standard is below average. BELOW AVERAGE!!! HELLO! AS IF WE NEVER PRACTICE! thrice a week of cca and does that count for nothing at all? This is getting so irritating.. Rrr... WE MUST GET GOLD TO PROVE HER WRONG!!! I heard that mdm mak accidentally threw away the OM props of one grp..i feel so sad for the group.. because i KNOW how painful is it to do the darn props.. sob.. crying for them and for liane, kylie, yasi, zhangwei, yanting, xi zhi and me..I realise how much effort the theatre club gals have put into the Joy Luck Club production.. only making the props itself needs so much time and effort. Hee.. Xi zhi blogging now.. i gonna link her.. heehee...
Just came back from Sugei Buloh trip.saw lots of HUGE spiders man.. and the scenery is damn nice.. took lotsa photos...regret not taking my cam with me..this reminds me of camp man.. esp the bus trip. I tell u, if we sing 'peng you' at the end of the year, I WILL CRY... 2/1 rox forever.. i don't wanna leave the class.. I don't wanna leave my friends... gosh.. i think this is even worse than P6. Hey... we made lotsa cheers and songs today.. 2/1 copyrighted. (To the tune of the carlsberg ad) I love u 2/1.. i think it's quite alright.. ooo 2/1...we are zui li hai! ooo 2/1.. trust in me when i say.... The best is 2/1, 2/1 is the best Ooo 2/1.. we gonna beat the rest! Come babe 2/1, we'll rock the school forever.... I know 2/2 already have that cheer.. so hmmm...i guess we just make it up for fun!
sob...just read Kylie's blog. I mean.. dun u pple agree? That people won't say hi to each other few yrs later? Hey... don't do this to me. SO u must say hi to me. NO MATTER WAD! Tell u something.. come closer *whisper* Kylie washed her hair in front of her computer. lol.. and she wet her keyboard, got shampoo on her screen..and got scolded by her maid. Hahaha I think she has gone SIAO after the camp.. DID U EVERY HEARD OF ANY SENSIBLE PEOPLE WASHING THEIR HAIR IN FRONT OF THE COM WHILE CHATTING ON MSN?! of course... she's not sensible.... oops..she's gonna strangle me tmr.neway.. she say she will appear at school tomorrow with wet hair and shampoo not washed. Then the birds at Sugei Buloh can settle themselves there.. dun even need to build a nest themselves, and sommore can get water without any work...hahaha... heaven! Oh my.. kylie's gonna kill me when she reads this.. I am not going to survive tonight.. how? HOW? Anyway.. i am so happy that we managed to reduce the cca time to only tues, thurs and fri.. yey then i can slack on sat!! No la. not really slack...coz i still have so much hw to do.. this gonna be a monster holiday for me and the OM group. Haiz! ps: I have a new nick - froggie monster yoyo.. ha
Oh my.. tHIs is a suggestion from liane. Download the song 'Until the last moment'. Close your eyes while listening to it.. meantime, think of 2/1 and the camp. I tried that just now. Real piercing.. I guess i shan't tell u what effects it had on me... so try it yourself won't u?
Heez.. I hopped down to Upper Thomson Rd today and jumped into Kylie's house. Hehehehehehehehehehehe. We did a little it of 'fire' for OM and er.. sms? Hey.. tt gal has so many dumb sms just to irritate people :P. Let me show u what sms she thinks is CUTE k? erm.. I look at the moon.. it is so beautiful.. I look at u.. i..i...i... i rather look at the moon again. So stupid! Nvm la.. we must understand tt kylie is a bit siao today. Or is it only today? hahaha.. Anyway.. I realise that Kylie's place is a gd place to enjoy life u know.. Esp her piano room.. whoa.. on the com, listen to music, lie on the bed, drink root beer, eat pringles, and watch the scenery and watch the cars pop out from the road from nowhere..hahahahahaha. Oh my.. Liane is such a big lamo.. wad go to milky way then can eat cereal... PEOPLE, READ KYLIE'S BLOG FOR ONE MINUTE OF PURE ENTERTAINMENT!!
Oh gosh.. my voice now sounds like a frog.. Guess what? I,the super lamer has now nothing to blog about! K la.. Just to say that i am all right now.. feeling very gd... not as sad as yesterday.. this is call...MOOD SWING?? hahaha. By the way, I made up a cheer for erm.. someone. Kylie says she's gonna blog it in.. so.. go to her blog and find out wad's the cheer about..muahahaha..
Gosh..this is giving me a lot of problems.. HOW CUM I CAN ONLY LINK 5 PPLE? what happened to shisi's link..oh no..
Oh this stupid blogger.. down for the whole day! Bloody thing. But nvm.. i guess this blog is going to be a long one.. I have many things to say!! Heez.. read Kylie's blog just now.. i gonna link her.. this gal getting very emotional (Not as if i am not la.. but then i don't feel like blogging it here) I guess I am a very erm.. 'bottled-up' gal.. OK, I don't deny that I am a bit lame.. or even crazy, but most people never get to see the sad erm.. lets not say sad, but a more urm..urm...dunno how to put it in words.. but just that a lot of things are just kept within myself lor.. but sometimes i will tell things to some of my close friends la so as not to go crazy:P....Do I sound a bit scary? Haha.. but i certainly think that my friends knows me better sometimes.. ya.. liane, zw and ky should know rite. Haiz.. i feeling very bad now.. AS IN REALLY BAD lor.. I feel like crying out loud.. but to who? I don't even know why am i feeling so bad! And now no one's online! Nobody to complain to... ok la.. not say nobody.. but come on.. u don't expect me to dig out all my sorrows to my friend's cousin rite??? She only P6.. still very innocent leh... Is like for no reason..suddenly feeling so moody.. and i dunno wad's the reason.. think i am really going crazy! HELP!!! I guess it is because camp's over.. (tears coming out) I missed the camp so much.. miss the fun.. miss the camp.. miss my friends.. miss the night talks.... miss 2/1 cheers.. shit.. I am crying.. I feel like jumping onto the bed and cry out loud once and for all...I agree with Kylie.. I am nv going to waste the second night by sleeping.. i will shake and kick yasi, zhang wei, liane and kylie up and talk through the night... Oh my..Now then I really really really really understand what it meant by people always only treasure what they had when they had already lost it... Time is going too fast for us to cherish, for us to appreciate and for us to love everyone around us.. ohno.. i feel like stabbing myself in the heart.. rather than let it shatter... sob.. I told you this camp made me very emotional. Or rather, made everyone very emotional.. or is it that i know more of my friends and found out things that i am better off without knowing? Hey.. i really found out a lot during this camp.. about my friends i think..I saw many 'goods' found in some people that i nv knew before.. and i realise tt I have been regrading some people as gd friends somemore when they are actually my enemy..I really don't wanna mention any names here, wa lau.... CAN SOMEONE JUST COME ONLINE NOW SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST HAVE SOMEONE TO CONFIDE INTO???? Especially the night when our class got scolded. I see that our class was really nice.. still remained united as ever. But that was the time when i saw the true faces of people form other classes... as kylie mentioned, some of the other classes are like very fed up and started 'mocking' us.. and i KNOW some of my so-called friends out there are doing so too. That's why it hurts so much. I heard comments like '2/1 very guo fen', 'make us wait so long'. I guess ms tan was right. If she make that kind of comments, she isn't a friend. The worse thing was, there will always be people like that around in this world.
Lifeskills camp 2003 Day 1 (12/Mar/03) I liked the activites after the Knots and Lashing games.. so fun.. needs GREAT teamwork man.. especially the chicken thing.. so damn fed up.. i pulled until my wrist almost broke and it still dropped in the end. Rrrrr.. Wad a dumb chicken..lol. But when we finally succeeded in the end, it was really so wonderful man.. [3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 2/1 hoogashaga hoogashaga hoogashaga hoo!] Everything went fine, or even fantastic (We even went for a 2/1 night trail :). Then came the sad and terrible part.. we were scolded and then the whole class started crying at night while the others were asleep... wad a nightmare.. i couldn't sleep for the whole night.. ok.. maybe not the whole night.. but i just kept thinking of the incident.. then me and kylie were talking and talking.. when we finally got up and wanted to talk to ms tan and see wad we could do.. then not long after, yasi and shuang hong joined in.. and then came all the crying and consoling..and all the unhappiness bottled up before came out..actually i think we were all very lucky to have ms tan as our form teacher..she rox man.. imagine we got some other teachers.. we would properbly get another gd trashing and chased off to sleep [3 cheers for ms tan!] Lifeskills camp 2001 Day 2 (13/Mar/03) So gald to wake up to see that the class wasn't really broading over yeaterday's incident.. yey.. 2/1 rox man.. i always feel like crying when i realise that this may be our last camp together.. sobsob.. but anyway.. we went to apologise to mr chan..trembling.. mind u.. but he was really nice and said that well, many classes are liddat also.. just treat it as a learning experience.. and bye bye.. oh my.. why is he being so nice to us!? Anyway, I gretly enjoyed dragon boating today..cool man..I wanna do it again... Of course, the highlight event - CAMPFIRE.. aka ms ng's fire.. heez.. she and her 3 for 10 T shirts.. hahaha.. feel like laughing out loud whenever i thought of it.. anyway.. i think she is really nice to organise such a gd campfire.. so nice.. the fire.. whoa.. very grand leh.. we wanted to do a cheer for her.. but no time.. we cannot continue cheering when the campfire is almost toward the end.. haiz.. anyway.. the MCs very unenthu leh...very slow in action.. but nvm la.. doesn't really affect the camp mood.. whoa.. i love the thousand legged worm.. so nice.. and the cannibal king thing.. so fun!!! Lifeskills camp 2001 Day 3 (14/Mar/03) Woohoo.. telematch day.. 2/1 rox man.. (Just now lay wang congratulated me.. so nice of her to do so..:)) I know some people out there are very bu shuang.. but i hope they will get over it soon lor.. i love the 2nd game.. liane rox man.. she was like performing so well.. so calm. easy does it.. wow..haha.. i was cheering like mad even though my voice is almost reduce to zero.. haha.. dun care.. die die also must cheer.. So sad.. last day of camp.. feel like crying.. or rather.. already crying.. HOW CUM THE CAMP SO SHORT??? [days of Auld Land Syne...] sob.. i think 2/1 really performed great team spirit through out the camp... we cheered together, cry together, console and encourage each other, eat together, share everything together, did everything we could do.. :'( How i wish sec 2 life is eternal.. [Hmm,mm, I want to linger here. Hmm, mm, a little longer here. Hmm,mm, a little longer here with you...]
I wont be blogging for the nest 3 days coz i will be off to Life Skills Camp 2003!! I was practicing the class dance for the last 2 hrs.. and my legs are collasping.. I feel very pressurized now.. RITE NOW! Dun worry people.. i will bring the CD tomorrow.. but i really very worried that i go sala tomorrow.. or worse.. the actual night. I really hope evryone will go home and practice their item.. whether is dance or the cheering thing lor.. If u wanna win, u do it. 'I couln't live without my cell phone.. i couldn't live without my 4x4.. i couldn't live without my credit card.. i couldn't live without u!' Yea.. tt's out song.. Blue.. without u. I think Kylie very poor thing... she is sick and then have to teach the dance to stupid pple like me.. Oh my.. i really hope she gets well.. as in really WELL.. or i think i will faint.. KYLIE! U MUST APPEAR TOMORROW K?
Now i am online again.. just came back form my grandma's house. I was chatting with Liane about term two sitting arrangement... wonder if ms tan will allow us to choose our own seats. Liane reckons she will be sitting besides a bunch of lunatics.. and THAT INCLUDES ME.. hahaha... but i won't be surprise that i would really become a lunatic.. if i were to sit around with kylie, zhang wei, yasi, liane, yanting and xi zhi.. bunch of lamers.. haha.. OM makes pple lame, and make lamers more lame.. does that make sense? Anyway.. it's true. You see, Yanting and Yasi was sure lame from the start. But at first (means at the middle of sec 1) i thought zhang wei was a quiet.. obedient gal.. but i realise she was the lamest of the lot :P. I didn't realise Liane was lame until i sat with her last year.. make me laugh like hell.. and made the teachers always stare at me. Luckily they nv state in the progress report that :'Youxin always laugh during lessons that aren't supposed to be funny'. Kylie shocked me during one OM meeting that she was not the all-so-serious person that i tot her to be.. and for details pls read my previous blogs:P and the fact that Xi Zhi is a lamer also was a recent discovery haha.. ps: Yasi.. buck up okie? Stay happy.. we will be your mental support.. heez :)
I am online chatting... heez.. typical me.. teaching sieyen's cousin how to install msn :P Saturday night.. ghetto all homework and troubles yey!! I am now completely relaxing on the arm chair and chit chatting, listening to great songs...hahaha.. sounds so dramatic..
SHE IS SO DAMN SARCARSTIC! I think she growing peacock feathers.. getting worse each day.. I am so tempted to post her name here.. but i will then offend many people... 'Don't trouble after trouble until trouble troubles u'
ok.. eveything turn out fine.. about ms kan.. she was shocked though.. when i asked her she was attached or not..Anway I was so glad that she wasn't angry.. but she said i scared her.. but i think she scared me more..haha.I dun understand how i got involved in this thing anyway.. However, i found out something new... heez.. dunno whether i can say it here or not.. or the whole class will know.. u wanna know? send me an email.. hahahaha...ok la.. i no that mean...*drum roll* *getting louder* *tink!* Ms kan is attached and it is 'very steady' liao.. hahahaha.. i noe it is not something v surprising.. to some, but it is new to me though... She was smiling so broadly when talking about her stead.. Anyway.. i didn't want to tell her today.. but siting hinted to her.. Rrrr... She already KNOW that i wanted to ask her something before i even open my mouth to speak.. Haiz.. next time better keep things to myself instead. I mean.. OK! I know pple DO get over-excied over such things(Just like i am).. but.. (sigh) can't put it in words... coda of the day: don't be a busybody and do so many extra things when u are not obliged to.. esp when u r not even involved.. erm.. i am not actually blaming anyone.. i mean, i have only myself to blame.. but pls be responsible for what u did, and what u r going to do.. whoever it matters.. [A very relieve and angry me]
Yes!!! Harry Potter Book 5 coming out soon!! Yes!! Book 5!!! Order of the pheonix. I read on a website that one of Harry's classmate will become a prefect (guess is Hermione, but JK Rowling always gives readers surprising news.. ) and.. since Oliver Wood has graduated from Hogwarts, someone has to take the place of a the Gryffindor keeper and the team captain.. hahaha.. hope it is harry though. Yanting told me that people somehow pays more attention to Malfoy rather than Harry. I guess tt's how people's mind works, just like people pay more attention to those 'underdogs' rather than the all-time big stars. coming soon.. June 21.. watch out.. [A over-excited youxin, or yoshi, or wad ever u call me]
Yeah.. brand new day arrives!! I think there is something wrong with Shisi's blog... no update... but she say she blog everyday... ??? Haiya.. nvm.. I think ny got the fourth place :( again... I thought we would do better than that, since ri haf only 13 10 A1s.. 3 less than ours. But..haiz... I think i am going to mug lilke crazy next week. Why? Because i haf a chinese compo test on tues, Geog quiz on the same day, Science test on Wed, Lit test on Thurs, and Geog test on Friday... The test schedule always make me sick.. :S
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